Forever and Always

I'm in love with you. I always have been and I always will be. You told the stupidest jokes and you tasted like blackberries. You were immature, wild, and somewhat idiotic and I still fell from the moon into your arms in less than a second. You flew me across the universe the first night we met into our best friends bed. Innocent kisses and eager to please, you were my everything...you are my everything. I hate the feeling of still needing your arms around me, my mind plays tricks on me leading me to believe your safe under the covers with me in my bed. I hear your voice in my ear at night telling you need me more than I need you. Kissing me softly telling me not to cry when you have to leave in the morning. You tell me you'll come back the next night and on some level I know your not real. I know that the real you is out fucking every young thing that passes your gorgeous brown eyes around the halls of your new campus. I never shared your passion for the stage, nor did I play your video games...but I was eager to listen and learn. I would do anything for you, I will do anything for you. You took me across the universe again, from the valley to pv and back again. Then you left me, you left us, you left our friends and our life. You don't know the things I did and I don't know the things you've done. All I know is that we are each others destiny. We always have been, always will be. I must have known you in another world, another time, another place, another life. We must have been together, star crossed lovers, husband and wife, Lord and Harlot, we belong together. I know deep in my soul that you are mine as I am yours. I need you. I desperately need your hand in mine and your heart beating under my fingers. I need your touch and your lips upon my own. It hurts, the dull ache pulsing beneath my skin, driving me insane. I love you. I am in love with you. I will always be in love you. Forever and Always.